|“||Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Nothing has happened. Everything remains exactly as it was. I am I, and you are you, and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolute and unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well. Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before. How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!||”|
This is a quote from The King of Terrors by Henry Scott Holland, or so Wikipedia (the source of the above) tells me. Whether or not the oft-quoted (but to me unknown) passage does justice to his overall sermon or theology is one thing, but this particular passage just spoke to me.
Eight days ago marked three years in which my father is dead and gone. I think about him daily, yet rarely speak of that, or him. I don't know why. Maybe it's because nobody else does either.
But this piece sums up how I feel. How I still feel, even after three years. And how I'm sure he'd feel if he had anything to say about it. Except the part of meeting again. He didn't have much hope that there would be a whole lot more than black, bleak nothingness. Which isn't so bad - because if there is nothing, and you do cease to be... you tend to not notice that blackness and bleakness anyway.
Just thought I'd share this.